17th June 2011

It's 0321hours now.

Body's clock totally haywired with all the insomnia.

=(

I didnt attend sch today cos I was having fever.

Partly cos, I didnt like AM Module's *ahem.

I helped mum babysit baby bro for the day! =D

Kinda bonded with James more recently.

Wanna try not to let him feel left out or misled by any possible bad learnings he could pick up anywhere.

Oh ya. Visited the usual clinic 2 bus stop away from my place.

But it wasnt the usual doc I saw earlier.

He's kinda more professional and I kinda like the way he protrayed his intelligence and knowledge about my condition.

He warned me of my illness which could burst any moments, and highly suggested me to go for another blood test to update the condition.

Else I might not even be able to go through the surgery at all.

*shivers.

-_-"

......

But, with all the FYP, UT, Daily gradings and stuffs.

It's really hard for me to consider 2 weeks mc and the sch system = PRESENTATION!

I gotta be vocal and communicative to my classmates in order to get at least a Grade B.

=(

I wanna pull up my GPA so badly that I am so scared any absence or poor performance of mine will jeopardize the goal of pulling up my overall gpa.

Arrrggghhh..

I gotta pull up my socks and work harder!!

*bite lips.



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Time check: 1518hours

Met up with FYP Supervisor earlier and was tasked to be Team Leader.

=( Additional Stress to whole the team's performance and responsibility!

Goodness.

BL could have continue his role smoothly! =(

Anddd!

My tummy is aching ttm now.

It's one of the rarest time my tummy is aching so badly due to mens cramp.

Goodness.

It's so taxing till i can feel i am on the verge of fainting.

*Body: Please be strong.. be strong... *prays